I never post on here, but the last couple of days have been awful, so, I'm just needing to talk.

My boyfriend and I are on a break due to personal reasoning, I understand why, but, I still miss him like crazy and want him back. He's not sure how long this "break" will last and its driving me crazy not being able to see him or talk to him. I understand he needs time for the reason, I'm just afraid he won't want me after this break... I keep checking my phone in hopes he'll say "I'm ready to get back to where we were", but its not happening. I want things back to the way they were before all this happened; everything seemed so perfect. Now, everything isn't. My world has turned grey, I'm freaking out thinking the worst, and all I wanna do is cry...