Devastated 😭

Erin

Found out Dec 1 I was prego! Was thrilled. It happened so easy. I finally ovulated after not having a period since July 13 then hubby and I had our time and Dec 1 I decided to test and saw the faintest of faint lines but I knew what it meant, DEFINITELY PREGO!!!! Got bloodwork done and my HCG and Progesterone was PERFECT. Went to visit my family for several weeks in a other state. Ended up sharing the news in a fun Christmas gift. Everyone was so thrilled. Came back Jan and had my dating sono on Jan 5....was told baby stopped growing at 5w6d! Meanwhile I have had NO spotting or any negative symptoms...I look VERY prego (I'm thin and tend to show early-but not like this time around, I'm showing TONNNNNS). MW was so shocked and we ran more tests and my HGC looked perfect and same with my progesterone. Did more blood work yesterday and got the news today that my numbers have slightly dropped...but still high hcg at 112084!! I still feel prego. Nipples still sore. Slightly Nauseous. Belly MASSIVE. Tired....and now just completely heart broken!!! Now I'm just laying in bed all day in shock...still feeling totally prego and dreading the day my body finally catches up with the news and starts the process of the miscarriage.