I'm torn ladies

I'm almost losing it....

AF is late and I am so torn. I want to test but I won't. Probably cause I don't want to be disappointed. I want to let a week pass by. I FEEL like I'm pregnant but I'm ignoring any "symptoms ". I will be 2 days late in 1hr. At the same time I don't want to get my hopes up .

Who else feels my emotional pain?

I want to wish everyone well.

Baby dust to you all.

I know it's hard to speak up when you've been ttc for so long, but I need you ladies.

Tell me anything. Tell me your story or your friend's story .

Just know I am a ball of emotions so I feel everything you ladies feel.

Thank you in advance for being YOU!