Horrible birthday surprise

Found I was pregnant on New Year’s Day, the heartbeat supposedly started on my 33rd birthday (1/7) and started cramping and bleeding with clots the day after. What a terrible birthday presents- Congrats you’re a mom! JUST KIDDING.

And I don’t have insurance that will cover any sort of test so I can even go in for an ultrasound or a blood test. So I have to sit in this horrible space, losing my baby, unable to do anything. 5wk1d. 33 in 2019 was supposed to be a powerful year- I guess it’s turning out to be anyway, in the worst possible way.