I need advice

Vicky 💅

It's been two years since my ex and I broke up and it's like I'm over him but I'm not over how he treated me if that makes since. He spoiled me and spent money on me like crazy but it's not all about showering someone with gifts, he'd talk to me crazy, said he didn't give a fuck about me, things like that. And I saw him yesterday while driving and I blew the horn he blew back I ended up texting a number which I thought was his but he and his girlfriend switched phones or something so she texted back. We started arguing. She said she was pregnant and that he brought her a car and they got a house together this and that. I did get a little jealous idk why but I'm still hurting . It took me a year to get over him throughout that year I slept with so many guys to try and find myself again. It's just every time I see him all these memories come up and I just get depressed. Like I wish he would get off the face of earth. And I have a boyfriend who I absolutely love and I still get this tingling feeling inside every time I run into my ex. It's like i'm fully over him, I know I'll never get back with him but the things he said and done to me still hurts. My boyfriend now was my first love, first kiss, everything at age 14,

we recently got back together around Christmas and we had sex for the first time his mom still adores me, everything is just great. I love him. I'm just not sure how to

let things go with my ex. I go to mental health counseling and everything and nothing seems to help. when I see him I just get depressed.

My boyfriend and I now. I am really happy dont get me wrong. It's just I'm still hurting from my past relationships. And I dont want it to affect my future with my boyfriend.