My surgery scar makes me feel insecure and how do i embrace it?

I was in a major head on collision January 1st around 5:30am. We were dropping off my boyfriend at the airport to say our goodbyes. Unfortunately, we did not make it. The driver was driving on the opposite side of the freeway and hit us head on, our car rolled 4 times and it left severe damage on my lower stomach from the seatbelt. I had a hole in my intestine so they had to open me up. After days of suffering and recovering, i begin to think about all the plans i had this summer. Im a bikini girl, i was very confident in showing my stomach in certain outfits. And with this scar, i dont know how i will handle people staring at me and asking questions. I feel it will make me look unattractive. My boyfriend makes me feel good about myself and tells me im beautiful either way and i do believe him. But its more of a feeling i cant handle. We both have the same scars cause we both had to get opened up so i feel alot better knowing that im not alone in this. Any advice is very much needed. If anyone can relate to my situation, please tell me your story.