I’m super disappointed today😕

Well me and my so have been TTC and I was sure I was pregnant. I have had some nausea backache and headache. My period was late today so of course I took a test. I was hoping so bad I’d be positive...but it wasn’t and I just started bawling like it hurts so much thinking you are then just get that big disappointment and let down. But after that me and my SO argued literally all day he didn’t know I had taken the test. So I just didn’t tell him because I was already hurting so bad and he hurt me worse and telling him would have mad it even worse. I’m honestly just having a terrible day😭