C section 😥

I was in labor not gonna write my birth story at the moment , but I had my beautiful son on Saturday 12/01/2019 6:48am via c section because whilst I was in actual labor I was fully dilated and I was pushing as hard as I could but with every contraction and push he wouldn’t come down! So I was worried and the doctor came in explained stuff to me about a c section I was scared I bawled my eyes out they took me down to some room for me ready , anyways I could feel all the pressure down there it was unbearable 😩 I had happy gas . I have to recover obviously but I just wanna know how other people got through it cause at the moment I feel so down I feel so much like shit crying constantly and I’m not feeling good I’m in so much pain 😩 I feel so bad cause I can’t always bend down and I wanna pick my son up and it makes me cry I feel so hopeless