Preggers and meh

I’m 27 weeks today. I guess I just wanted to vent a bit. I keep waiting for the excitement to come about me having this baby. We go to ultrasounds and I have to fake like I’m happy to hear the heart beat. Honestly, I’m just glad she’s healthy. I hate all the attention I’m getting, but on the other hand my boyfriend is soooooooo excited. He was ready to get the nursery together the moment we found out (7weeks). I just keep thinking maybe when she comes it’ll change. I’m just so tired all the time, because I can’t sleep at night. She never stops kicking. I feel huge and ugly af. And I pee nonstop. This isn’t fun for me. More power to the moms who love(d) pregnancy.