TWW and going CRAZY

I'm 7DPO and EVERY SINGLE NIGHT since I ovulated I have been having vivid dreams that I'm pregnant. I'm either taking a test in my dream, holding my belly, or revealing the pregnancy to family. It's all very detailed. And because of this I've been waking up taking a hpt everyday. I know it's still too early! Why do we do this to ourselves! I wish the dreams would stop. It's very taunting. I miscarried twins in October and really just started trying again with tracking and stuff this past cycle. Its gotten to the point where I had to give my fiance the pregnancy tests and told him to keep them until the 21st (day of expected AF). I FEEL CRAZY.