going crazy!!

These past 3 weeks have been insane! I feel like I can never do anything right to please my parents! Everything seems to be my fault even if I don’t know what has or had happened! I used to be a happy person but I find myself not laughing or smiling at things I used to love. Sometimes I get really happy but then I can get really sad.

Today I have been really sad. I felt so bummed out at lunch today! No one talked to me because they thought I was mad but honestly I’m just kinda suffering and I don’t know what from. Days that I work late, I cry in my way home. I cry so loud over my music just to let it out...I did that today!!

...I just need help or advice:(