My husband leaves for officer training school early tomorrow and I’m a wreck. He’s asleep and I’m sobbing like a baby. I’ve been trying to keep it together all day but every time I’d start tying he’d get upset too, so I tried to pull myself together for him. I know others have it much worse but I’ve never had to deal with something like this. I’ve always suffered from depression and it gets much worse when I’m alone. From what I’ve read online, it doesn’t get better. So I’m not feeling really motivated. I don’t have anyone close to me that has ever dealt with something like this so it’s tough to find someone to talk to. I really don’t know what to do.