Feeling alil sad

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My husband n I r on baby number 2 n he has never missed any of my appointments from last pregnancy to this one. I am considered high risk again n have to go to a fetal assessment center every 6 weeks n the soon I get to my due date it will turn into once to twice a week. We get to see baby girl today (26weeks n 4days) but we don’t have a babysitter to stay with our 2yr old daughter so I have to go alone. Sad that he can’t be with me n also thinking this is probably how the rest of my appointments r going to go. I kno I am lucky that he has never missed any of my appointments n including my 2yr old’s but this sucks so much 😩