Dear Ex Husband

I am so angry and sad. I can not believe you would leave me when I am 6 months pregnant on Christmas eve.

We went through fertility treatment to conceive our son and you tell me you have not been in love with me for a year.

Now you expect to be there when I give birth and for you to take our newborn son twice a week.

You have failed our son and you have failed me. I have had to leave our home and start new. You suggested I quit my job and supported the idea of me being stay at home mum. You told me you loved me the morning of and than decided you didn't want to be with me.

I don't know if I hate you or am just grieving the future I had with you and our son.

I am now trying to prepare to give birth by myself and be strong for our son Alexander.

I am trying my hardest not to be selfish and cut you off completely. But I am so scared for him and afraid you will leave him too.