Does anyone else feel this way?

I'm a college aged girl (19 though not enrolled in school at the moment) who wants a relationship not a random hookup. I've never been in a official relationship but I would love one. I've always loved relationship where you are both best friends AND lovers. But I feel like it's a misconception that you can't have great sex in a relationship, you can. I've tried hook ups and there just not my thing. I understand why people can prefer them though. I mean I've been with about eight guys since I've lost my virginity a little over three years ago. I've never really had a great sexual experience, to be honest but I want to lol... I know I'm rambling now sorry haha but I enjoy discussing things with you lovely ladies (and gents!) back to what I was saying! I want to enjoy sex more soooo bad. Like I'm not even sure if I've ever had an orgasm. I mean I get really wet but idk it doesn't really feel good. I want great sex so bad but I want it with someone who cares and thinks I'm beautiful, inside an out. It just bothers me how most of the (cute) guys in my age group don't want a relationship.