help me

i was in 2 very abusive relationships in the past . i’ve been single for 2 years.

i recently started dating this guy (we arent official) only for about a month . A MONTH. he lives an hour away .

okay i’m a very laid back person in a relationship and if you wanna do something go for it but just remember to respect me.

but i’m not even official with this guy yet and i feel my self falling already for him and i’m over here getting jealous and getting mad over little things and I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND.

i’m scared . i am so close to just cutting him off because i don’t like acting this way. i’m just gonna fuck it up anyways

yeah i don’t know where i was going with this post lol i just don’t have friends and needed to vent somewhere 😂😂