Friends.... 😓

Some days i miss having friends!. Like those friends u can text/call anytime for anything. Those friends u do everything with.

I know its really my fault i don’t have those anymore and most days it doesn’t bother me, then there are days like today where i miss it. I start to feel lonely, especially when I’m on social media and see those “friends”, co workers and others doing things i should and would want to do. 🙄 this pregnancy is almost over and NOW these hormones are making me crazy 😭🥺.

I wish i was more out there to meet new people, but I mostly just go to work & go home. Im not an outgoing person so its hard for me to speak to new people that way, i always second guess myself and then chastise myself after i say things. 😫 would be nice to have a friend or 2 to have when im overwhelmed with baby and need to get out i could call them but 🤷🏽‍♀️

This is probably not considered a rant, but i don’t think it’s appropriate for any of those other groups.