Early loss

Me and my husband finally got pregnant with our 3rd after 7 years of trying and giving up all hope. We were so excited to be given the chance of a new chapter at this settled stage in our lives and for 2 weeks planned the rest of our lives as a family of 5. Then last Monday I started spotting and getting cramps, I was told not to worry as it’s common in early pregnancy (it’s been 10yrs since my last so it all felt new again). By Wednesday I had started bleeding and my levels dropped to 250 then 137 48hrs later. Today my bloods were done again and at 27 so a confirmed mc. I feel totally devastated we had waited so long for our angel. I’m struggling to be able to talk about it as I know people will think because I was only a few weeks it should be easy to move on but those few weeks changed my life now I feel so lost