I'm feeling sad and down all the time and not really enjoying being pregnant at all. I have no energy or desire to do things I normally enjoy like knitting or crafting. I've been thinking a lot about this baby and how things are going to be so different and I just feel like I'm not ready for all of this change. We tried for 3 years almost to the day for this baby and I feel so guilty for not being excited. I haven't thought up names, nursery ideas for boy or girl, and honestly I didn't want to know what the gender is because it would make it that much more real. Like this is really really happening. Part of it is also because my mom and I don't talk and I feel like I'm being jipped. She missed our wedding and now this. She continues to choose other things than a relationship with my husband and me. Same goes for my adoptive mom, but she actually was the one who taught me what a mom is supposed to be and then turned around and did the exact see stuff my mom did (they're sisters) after talking horribly about my mom, which just makes it even worse. I feel so betrayed and so alone. I'm at the point where Im not really enjoying this time and feel more like I just want to get it over with. Thankfully my hubby kind of understands, and totally has my back, but with my best and only friend moving 4 hours away, I can't help but feel like I'm totally alone in all of this. This is not how I imagined becoming a mom and I just don't feel excited anymore. Please tell me I'm not the only one feeling depressed sometimes?