Only 11 weeks & im fed up!

At one point I never understood why pregnant woman would moan about being pregnant! But this has been the worst weeks of my life! I'm so over the moon to finally be having my baby and enjoying pregnancy but my goodness the sickness!!!! I can't keep nothing down and I am nauseous full days, my poor oh had to listen to me begging for it to stop the other day😭 I dread waking up incase I'm sick I dreading eating, I don't want sleep all incase i vomit😩 where this pregnancy glow everybody keeps telling me il get? Can we skip the sickness yet please...