😫😫 help me.

it's been about one whole month since my husband and I have had sex. we have had company in town, so that makes it difficult. my sciatic nerve/horrible rib pain have really made things difficult. hes been very very patient. but he has hinted at it quite a few times. I've always shut it down. saying I'm too tired, which is literally so true. I'm so tired all the time I feel like I suck at conversation. 😫

So lately, we've been frustrated with each other. just short and snippy kind of. mostly me and my hormones. so i suggested we spend time together today before bed.

he told me no. that hes fine. I told him I'm not fine. I need him....and he shut me down and told me he wouldn't enjoy it anyway because it's too hard to do anymore. I'm 31 weeks. I'm hormonal. emotional. tired. I at least need some affection from him some how.

***usually he sits in the chair in the living room, on his phone and stuff. and I lay in the bed with the heating pad because I'm always in so much fucking pain. so we have really drifted from each other it feels like. 😫😭😭

any suggestions on how to get on my husband's good side again? 😭😭

I feel really bad now!