I was like this when pregnant with my daughter too- always waiting for something to happen with mg pregnancy or bad news about the baby. And it’s starting again. The fact that I had an chemical pregnancy in august isn’t helping. Every time I pee I have to check to make sure I’m not bleeding. With my daughter I was convinced at every appt they we’re going to tell me her heart stopped, or she had genetic issues. To the point that my blood pressure would spike at every appt and I was labeled high risk.

I plan on testing again tomorrow to make sure line is progressing but I’m convinced there wont be a line. I’m so happy to be having another baby but I just can’t let myself get excited yet. I’m having a hard time processing this one.