Before you continue Reading, please note that this may contain a few things that might bother you as you continue the story. If certain subjects such as (pedophilia or child subduction on the internet bother you, please don't read.)

I know this is strange to ask, but it's been in my mind so very often this week I need to vent it to someone.

I, myself am a victim of posting myself online at a much to young of an age. (I am of age now, but this had happened around the age when I was 10 or younger.)

I was exposed to the world of sex, and sexual pictures throughout snapchat, I was taken advantage of by a 37 year old man who I will not disclose in this post but, he was someone who was not new to the pediphile world.

He asked me to put objects inside myself and send him videos or pictures, even including my dog in them. (Let me clarify And I suffered the consequences rightfully for following his orders and the Police got involved.)

Anywho, when I did as he asked, I remembered that I was in pain and started bleeding alot after I had one time. (As like a period but ot wasn't as I started my period years after this.) I used toilet paper to clean up the blood as I was worried what I did.

Fast forward to now I no longer subdue in my old habits. And I have a wonderful boyfriend/Fiance that knows what has happened to me before, he supports me mentally and physically I love him to death. I have had sexual relationships with him and he us Amazing. 💚

But nothing had happened when we first had sex, nothing hurt, and no bleeding. So my ultimate question is, could I have popped my own cherry or did I screw something else up? Thank you for Reading this post as I hope you ladies can help me with my question. Have a wonderful day or night!.