Needing prayers

Janae • First baby castle, Rj’s mommy🤱

This morning I got a text from my sister saying my grandfather is not doing so well. I believe in my heart this is his last go round. I have dreams that show me before someone dies. Mines was my mom calling me and crying over the phone,but I couldn’t make out what she was saying. My sister had a dream my papa told her don’t be sad. 😢 this man is like my father figure ,he raised me when my mother had to work all time. I don’t want to lose him especially when I’m pregnant because I want him to see me grow up and be the woman he wants me to be. I want him to be here to see my baby. My mom told me it would hurt,but I’m hurting so bad right now. I think it’s better for me to get it out now than later. I feel like God is preparing me and my sister for this. I really don’t want to go to the hospital,but I want him to see me. I don’t want to end of by not seeing him. 😔💔💔💔