Just had my 34 week appointment yesterday and baby is still breech. Been breech since I was 17 weeks 4 days. Before that he was transverse. I was told if he doesn’t flip in two weeks my c-section will be booked for 39 weeks. Been doing things from spinning babies since I was 22 weeks to encourage him to go head down. Today I start seeing a chiropractor that does the Webster technique and looking into acupuncture as well. I am honestly so scared. This whole pregnancy has been full of complications due to having two Subchorionic hemorrhages that had me on bedrest in my first and second trimester and this just feels like adding insult to injury. Trust me, I’m thankful little man has made it this far along but I’m so afraid of putting my body through this surgery. I have fears of surgery, needles, and hospitals.... Also emotionally I am not prepared for the scaring and c-section “shelf/pooch”. I have always had very Low self-esteem when it comes to body image and I feel like facing this will leave me unable to feel attractive or sexy ever again. I am not ready to have that “mom” body. And I have 0% confidence to even consider being able to wear a bikini ever again. Took me till I was 26 to even be able to wear one with confidence in the first place. Before that point my insecurities where way to high. I had worked so hard to over come so many body issues and now I feel like I am defeated.