Why is she so CRUEL?

We have been TTC for 4 years... FOUR WHOLE YEARS. We are both under the age of 25 and healthy as can be... I have never seen even the faintest of lines... I was four days late this cycle and SO excited of the possibility of being pregnant. And then she showed up and let me tell ya, she really SHOWED up.. 😵 this has been the worst month TTC yet.

Side note:

I have been checked and I’m good to go. We have done an at home sperm test for him and it came back low. He has tried to have a semen analysis done twice now, but the hospital is being ridiculous. So they finally sent him home with a cup... please pray that we have some chance to make our dream come true!