porn..help

So I truly honestly don’t want to be effected by porn or let it get in the way of my relationship. Like my boyfriend only watches it when he’s super horny & I’m not home or don’t want to have sex which is normal right?

I for some reason tell him I’m okay with it but when I see it it hurts me. He tells me it’s just something to watch and get off to, and even when he watches it, he is thinking of me. He even said he tries to find girls that have a similar body to mine.

Is all this normal? And how do I stop giving a shit about it? Cause my sex life is great and I know my boyfriend is extremely attracted to me I just feel like he watches it bc he’s MORE attracted to those women, which is obviously not true. Someone please give me some insight. 😭 I don’t want to make him stop watching it, I just want to be truly okay with it. Help. 😭