4 days until AF

Ke

8 dpo 4 days until af. My boobs hurt but they did the last two cycles too. I know I’m new to the TTC world but I feel like I’m out this month again. This time around I’m not symptom spotting or getting ahead of myself but I still feel just meh. I feel like I used to be excited and confident and hopeful but now I don’t expect anything and am kind of depressed. Anyone else feel this way?