Help I’m falling in love

Jennifer • I’m Jennifer but I rather be called Jenni. I’m Pan. I lowkey feel trans but I’m still learning about who I am. I’m proud of who I am.

Okay so I’ve recently gotten out of a relationship and I can’t concentrate in one class because I have my ex and I wanted to stay friends with him but he didn’t think the same. But I mean I still wish he was mine I still have feelings for him because I really actually loved him. But I’ve also recently talked to my bsf again and we have been good you know. She’s bi and I’m pan but after talking to her again and remembering things over again I saw I still had feelings for her and she knew that. We tried once but she wasn’t ready and she started going out with someone and that’s when I knew I really liked her I was jealous but then I dated a guy but couldn’t stop thinking about her. I wanna date her I’ve had a crush on her for a long time what do I do I don’t wanna be rejected.