My Story *Must Read*

I’m a 20 year old, who was dealt pretty crappy cards. Absent parents, no support, just an in all, sucky life. When I was 18, I decided to move out of where I was staying and become homeless. I was homeless from August 18th, 2017 to January 28th, 2018. I wanted a fresh start. Never touched a single drug in my life. Never smoked a single cigarette or picked up an addicted behavior even though I was going through a hard time. Well, January 17th, 2018, I got a positive pregnancy test. I have had 5 miscarriages so I was scared. I went to the hospital for the confirmation. I was indeed pregnant. I went back for my repeat HCG. It went up but was still low. They diagnosed it as a threatened miscarriage and then a few days later diagnosed it as a miscarriage. Fast forward to January 29th, I hopped on a flight from NJ to NC with only a backpack and my cat with her carrier. I moved states. I was sad because I lost another baby but I tried staying positive. Well February 11th was my offical move in date for my first apartment!!!!!! February 27th-March 3rd, I had what i thought was my period. March 4th, i took a pregnancy test out of boredom and it was positive. I was confused because i thought i just had my period. That morning, i called a doctor near by. She said to come in at 10pm for blood work. The next day she confirmed that I was pregnant. But not just pregnant, I never miscarried. Fast forward a few days, I was in and out of the doctor begging them to listen to me. I told them I was in pain but they told me everything was fine. March 20th, late at night I was rushed into the OR. I had an ectopic pregnancy with a right tube removal. That doctor told me everything else is fine other than what just happened. Fast forward to now, I’m now in my second apartment. Currently seeing a fertility doctor. I got my HSG test done. Bad news. I got diagnosed with a blocked left tube. He mentioned

IVF

but I have a bad uterus and health issues so my chances would be lowered. My friend texted me. She’s a single mom of two little girls. a 1.5 year old and a 2 month old. She texted me “i’m pregnant. it wasn’t planned but i cannot give my two girls the life they deserve with another baby on the way. I don’t do abortions but I want to make sure I know the adoptive mother. Would you want to be the mother?” And... I said YES!!!!! I’m going to be a mama 🤗 I think everything happens for a reason. I just got told my chances of having a baby are zero and then had my friend text me a day after my appointment and told me that. I’m so unbelievably thankful. I just wanted to share my story! If you made it to the end, thank you for reading 💙