This whole week I have been feeling so angry and annoyed with everyone and everything. I’ve had zero patience with “stupid” people at work. I don’t have any chill to help people with there problems. (Which isn’t like me at all). Last night I lost it on my boyfriend. We haven’t seen each other all week cause he’s been working the late shift. He brought up things to talk about related to male privilege, the way stories are reported in the media, just all this heavy stuff that was making my head hurt. This is normal convos for us, we like to talk these things through and argue our points. But last night I kept telling him to stop talking about this stuff and then he’d bring up a topic just as controversial and I lost it in him. Told home he ruined my Friday night and then he got all sad. I felt terrible and just said goodnight. After I hung up I cried. It feels like there’s something wrong with me in one hand but on the other hand I think I just need something to look forward too. This week has been so boring: work, home, sleep. It’s been so cold that everyone I know has wanted to go home after work. But I need something different. An event to look forward to. Or even better a vacation!

Does anyone else feel this way? I hate having such strong emotions for what feels like no valid reason.