I’m really depressed and anxious due to my mother. She was never nice to me and her and my farther are currently fighting over custody. My dad and grandma (my moms mom) get along fine and always have so they want to take custody of me and that’s what I want too. But my mom doesn’t care what I want. She has said to multiple people that she could care less what my dad does with me asking as she still gets child support

Anyway I had a really bad night last night and I couldn’t stop thinking about taking a few pills or slitting my wrists again.

I’m over everything and it’s not like I wanna die but I don’t wanna be alive (I know it’s cheesy but that’s how I feel)