Religion?

So I'm having a lot of thoughts of religion. My husband is atheist but I was raised as a JW but have been doing research. A lot of things that were never brought to my attention, who is Mary Magdalene? I hear a lot of controversial talk about her being Jesus wife. So I'm confused. Was Jesus God's son or was he just merely a man who was divine and chose by God to deliver his message? Is there a god? I just need answers. I'm confused. I never got a lot of answers when I was a kid being a jehovahs witness.