I feel really freaking satisfied with myself right now!! I've decided to get my tubes tied in the next 6 months but I want to first work on losing weight so I was prescribed b/c pills and I started taking them today!

Why do I feel so empowered? Well I'm taking control of my fertility. I have 3 children and with my last child I allowed this man to dictate my body and giving to birth to his child that he only pays child support for and won't see! I feel responsible and on top of my shit right now!! Idk it's a weird feeling. My children are 9 almost 10, 4, and an almost 2 year old. While I love my babies this single mother shit is not it!!

I mean I'm not complaining!! I just don't want to do it again alone! I've tried other methods of birth control: IUD that didn't really work and after a pregnancy scare (b/c I very scarcely have sex) I told myself HELL NO!

No more babies in this uterus!! I'll be 29 in April!!

I just wanted to share my excitement