BDD, MDD, Anxiety Disorder, Bulimia

My name is Brianna, i’m 20 years old and i can honestly say i hate my life. I currently am going through Body Dysmorphia, Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety, and Bulimia. It got so bad to a point where i was hospitalized for 4 days and had to take off a year from school. I feel so alone and disgusting. My family hates being around me because i’m such a negative person. I’ve tried to kill myself twice and despite talking with my therapist and taking medication, nothing is working. Is anyone else going through this? I feel so alone.