So for the past couple of weeks my boyfriend (now ex i guess) him and i were going through some things and i really miss him now. He broke up with me today and i havent stopped crying. It feels like my heart has been ripped right from my chest and nothing feels true or right. He said he needs time to think about us and i just i hope he comes back because i really fucking love him even though hes put me through so much pain. He still says he loves me but i dont know if he is going to come back. One of the main reasons he left is probably because i didnt give my 🍒😻 up and honestly he said he wouldnt. I really miss him and i really want him back. My heart is aching and i dont know what to do. All i can think is he is fuckig a girl right now and it hurts so so bad. I really cant think straight and honestly i feel like death is a good option even though i know i shouldnt think that way. I just miss him