So I'm really confused about this guy. I'm 14 and nearly lost my virginity to this guy who happens to be my bestfriends brother. We arnt dating but did once upon a time.

My friend does know and my parents just found out. They also found out that I sent him nudes. I do know all of these things are really bad and my other friends do not approve at all I have actually lost friends due to this. But nobody understands that he makes me happy . I was actually really depressed before i met him and he helped me in ways nobody else could. He was support but my friends exept for his sister actually hate what I did and do not approve. Any advice? please help me!!