I’m sooooo emotionally exhausted😭😫

I’m sorry for the rant but there are 8 women at my job who are pregnant and one man whose wife is pregnant and every other Friday my job throws each of them a little baby shower. I know I’m supposed to not feel so upset about it but I do. They always ask me are you going to come and I can never bring myself to go I feel like I’ll just cry because they are celebrating bringing life and I’ve been TTC for 2 years with no luck.

I just really want a blessing to come into me and my partners life, I’m so sick of Aunt Flo showing up every month🙄🙄

I feel like this may be my month but I’m scared to get my hopes up like I do after every other cycle in the past.