Incredibly sad and exhausted

Wednesday will be a year since our miscarriage. I was 5 days late to start this cycle. We’ve been trying again since March.

I was so hoping this would be like a gift or something. But no, I was just late. No happy ending to a shitty year.

Y’all I know people have tried far longer than I have been trying without success. But my heart hurts so bad. Every month is such a disappointment. I am so tired of crying all the time. My husband has two kids already. Im 36 and have no bio children. He doesn’t quite understand even though he tries to be supportive.

Sorry for the Whiney post but I needed to vent about it or something. 😔