Dear cysts on my ovary, GO AWAY!!!

About seven months ago I found out I have a cyst on my ovary which made me scared, sad, angry etc. Before I found out it was a cyst my period had been almost two months late my boobs were sore I had ALL KINDS of food sensitivities the whole nine yards, my boyfriend and I were kind of hoping we were going to be having a baby.. urine tests were negative, blood tests were negative... and I eventually got an ultrasound because my OBGYN was worried the saw my cyst, AND HERES WERE I FEEL APART! I got the call with the results I’m balling my eyes out and she has the nerve to say, “hey look at the bright side you aren’t pregnant” I lost it

Fast forward about three to four months and again my period is late I’m bloated my boobs are sore same thing, this time I didn’t wait I called and got an appointment, she scheduled an ultra sound, the tech was poking around and had asked me if I was on birth control with I said no she said ok normal conversation I guess 🤷🏼‍♀️ and then she sent me on my way. Later that evening I began to cramp extremely bad my uterus felt like it was being torn apart, and I began to bleed light at first and then heavy, the cramps were waking me up out of a dead sleep my uterus felt like it was being squeezed Eventually that week my OBGYN calls another cyst, the same size as the other and they are both there now. Queue the water works 😭

The cramping lasted about four days and I was completely floored couldn’t sleep couldn’t drive and was throwing up and when I asked her if that was normal she said, “possibly but I wouldn’t be too concerned”

And now at this point I feel crushed, hopeless, and lost... is this normal? Will I ever be able to get pregnant? Do I need to cry more 🤔

Please if any one has any advice/helpful stories/ suggestions PLEASE PLEASE comment