Not sure if I can make it...

Yesterday I had the worst battle I’ve ever had with depression where I genuinely wasn’t sure if I would be able to make it. I couldn’t stop thinking about maybe things would be better off if I weren’t here. And my boyfriend kept trying to console me but I just felt so guilty about dragging him through this. Does anyone else struggle with feeling like they’re a burden to their loved ones? How do you get past that?

*Side note: I’m starting therapy today, I refuse to let depression take over my life😭💪