It’s always on my mind when I’m around babies or reading about moms things like that. Okay so I already deal with bad depression I have all my life. And every girl in my family has had miscarriages and I’m really worried that when ever I decide to conceive that it’s going to happen to me. It hurt my mom pretty bad whenever she miscarriaged for the first time and 10 years later I know she still deals with it even though she got pregnant again. And my grandmother I’ve heard stories about whenever she had her first miscarriage she went through years of depression and it nearly killed her. I’m just worried that I’ll miscarriage and if I do if it’ll send me down a hole. : (