high school love and sex

im extremely in love. and we’re getting to that point, and i dont know. i love him and i want to do bits and today he asked me if id “ brained “ ( head ) my ex and idk that made me rlly uncomfortable like im super ready but idk about THAT its just a little strange and new and idk if ima just make a fool of myself and shit...

i love him loads

is it ok to feel scared