I have had literally over 20 women on my Facebook announcement that they had a miscarriage..... My heart hurts for them. I cry every single time I read about this. I want a bfp so bad it literally hurts. Thinking about it gives me a headache...... But I am so so scared to miscarry. And I know a lot of women go through it. My husband's mom lost his little sister when she was 8 months and it messed him up....bad..... If I did end up pregnant and lost his baby....it would devastate him..... And me ...... 😭😭 My heart and chest are so tired if feeling this way and being so scared and want so bad all at the same time..😥😭