So about two months ago I was on a weed smoking rampage. I literally smoked every other day if not everyday. I just started driving this summer so I had to purchase a parking pass in order to park in my school parking lot and I had to sign a waiver saying I agreed to be randomly drug tested at any time. I didn’t get picked for the first few drug tests and thought they would do it around the same time each month, like they did last year, so I kept smoking. Well I was wrong, around thanksgiving break I smoked a blunt that morning, went to school, and got popped for a random drug test. I took it and obviously knew I was going to fail, so a few days later I told my dad that I most likely failed a drug test because I hit a vape with thc in it. (I know I lied and I shouldn’t have but I couldn’t bring myself to tell him I smoked a blunt) anyways he was angry as any parent would he and we went on with our life. He never received a call from the lab saying I failed (I know this because he told me) so they apparently didn’t test my sample, which is common because they only test some samples so he thinks I passed it. I understand I made a very stupid and immature mistake but he is always asking me if I still smoke weed and what not. I recently got popped for another drug test two weeks ago I know I passed it because I completely stopped smoking and he got all defensive and asked why I had to take another one so he ended up calling the school to ask. My principle told him that I clearly passed my first one and that the testing is random and it just played out that way. He also said I was a good student and have never gotten in trouble at school and have good grades. My whole thing is that I understand I made a mistake and I changed so that it wouldn’t happen again. I just don’t know why they can’t stop talking shit behind my back to my step sister and family when it’s been over with... it’s pushing me away and I’m starting to save money so I can leave when I turn 17 because I just can’t take it anymore. It’s bringing me down and just making me so tired and dread coming home when that used to be my favorite part of the day. I literally make great grades all the time, make great grades in my college classes, and work very hard at my job. I just don’t see why they have to drag on only little mistake and make me feel so bad that I don’t even want to see them anymore... I guess this is just a rant or whatever but if you read this all thank you.