And of course I got the same old questions like “are you pregnant yet?” And “have you both been checked?” And of course I respond back with yes and a lump in my throat preventing myself from breaking down into tears. I’m sure he could tell my voice changed and he knows we are struggling and he means so well. He just wants the best for us, he knows how much we want a baby. I just can’t help but to feel like a disappointment in the family. Because all my siblings have kids. All have been pregnant more than once already during our 17 months TTC journey. And they never make me feel like inadequate but I feel that way myself. It’s just so hard waiting.