Feeling unsatisfied

Sooo.. I wake up and have my favorite sausage egg and cheese sandwich from wawa, then I had a pickle, then a hardboiled egg, the some green juice and I'm still scrounging around in the kitchen looking for something else... I feel so unsatisfied I jus want to feel good... like comfort food or something... I'm holding back tears right now because I still want to eat and nothings what I really want 😢😢 if my SO sees me upset he is going to laugh cause I am not an emotional person at ALL and this the most I've cried the 2yrs of us being together.. I feel so silly