Advice please 💕

For my mamas out their carrying their rainbows who suffered several losses, I have a question for you...

Did buying a home Doppler help alleviate anxiety and stress or add to it? I’m almost 15 weeks so I know I’ll be able to find it, and I’m a nurse so I know how to properly use one. I worry daily about baby being alive and I know that’s not healthy. I wondered if having one at home would help me to be calmer or worry more? I always feel so good after leaving an appt or US where I got to hear the heartbeat. I hadn’t purchased one yet because I didn’t want to buy one early and struggle to hear it.

Thoughts?

Had a loss in Sept 2018, then we got pregnant with twins Nov 2018 and we lost one in this pregnancy at 9wks. Still carrying the other twin now at almost 15wks.