My fifth pregnancy and this is the worst one yet.

I hope it’s a good sign because three of my pregnancies have ended in loss. I am so sick with this one and experiencing every symptom in the book. I work full time and have a toddler to keep up with. I feel like I’m failing in all aspects of my life because I feel so crappy all the time.

In the past year and half, I have been through the first trimester 4 times. I really hope that this sickness is worth it and I finally have a baby that survives. I need my rainbow baby. Please send me strength!!!