My senior year of high school my Long term high school boyfriend (freshman year to senior year)spent a snow day together until I went to softball practice. We talked about having sex after he picked me back up before he took me home. I was tired after so I said I just wanted to go home. He said that because I had said earlier in the day that we would have sex then I had to. I told him I wanted to go home. Instead he took me on a back road, and undressed me and kept saying I said I would. I kept saying that I didn’t want to and wanted to go home. I wanted it to be over with so I said just get it over with while I just laid there. It hurt and was bleeding several days after. Now 4 years later I still have problems if I feel too “trapped” or “held in place” by my loving husband that has no idea. I still think about it to this day. Was it rape or am I over reacting.